i am still alive,just came back from the hell

i am still alive,
就算我差点死掉。
hard to breathe,
all the air around me like fire,even i was in 18 degree aircon room.
headache,stomache.
really really hard to breathe.
at the moment,i thought i would be die,
i even cant see the sun of the following moring.

难道因为哭得时间太久，太难过，才导致的心脏负荷不了么？

我已经，我会就这样一直病下去。
可是，今天我又活了。

FRIDAY，was a really really crazy day for me.
slept at 2am,but suddenly woke up becuase i couldnt breathe at 5am.
then ate medicine,
i couldnt stand for even just 1 mins.
then, took bath,
dried hair,
laid on bed till 740 am.
took a cab to school.with a 10cm high-heel.because we had econ lec.
then went to lodging tutorial,
i was suppose to econ lec,
but since my head was pain, and my eyes was definely got some probs.
then i back home.
slept untill 6pm.
then went to clinic to see doctor,because i still felt very very sick.
then took a cab to riverwalk for the subzone party.

i was in sick still,i felt uncomfortable still.
but i was so happy to chat with friends.
and super enjoy to see a lot of ppl .
then spent some time to take pics with dorain, yl,glenda,liyun.shiying.

after party,
yl and me decided to eat sth, at least i need some fat and energy .
then head down to orchard,but swedens was close,
so we went to cine to eat hk cafe,and decided to watched movie.

angels and demonds.

reach home arounf 4am.
then read newspaper,then slept.

the whole,i was in the sick.
headache let me even crazy.

today,woke up at 7am...but slept again.
replied mum's msg at 10am.
replied yl's msg at 12am.
went to sengkang central to buy the singtel bb mobile, and install here by singtel staff.
then went to bugis.
meet glenda here to take my bible study material.
then went to plaza sing to book birthday cake for dorain.
bought 1top and 1 short at outfitter before it closed.

i totally recovery from mental and body things.
i knew.
its god power
and love from friends.

i never have the feeling like friday's morning.
这样的痛苦没有第二次了。
因为我要开始快乐的开心的做我该做的东西了。
身边有了最爱的人们的支持。
I WILL ALWASY IN HEAVEN。