2009/02/18

Snow in Spring

depending on the Chinese calender, now is supposed to be SPRING.
but,
the first snow in Beijing came yesterday....

the whole winter was cold but no snow.

Beijing welcomed spring with snow....haha...
Even it was men-made snow....

haha....at least, we can see the white city again...

but the snow infected me , i reminded the promise that someone gave me.
i dun know why.
i dun want someone got happiness before me.
i want him to regret, to apologise.
but , the true was,
he got a new gf, and seems like very happy,
he never say sorry for his betray...
i felt a little angry without any reason....as it was over few months ago....

不知道什么时候可以完全放下,
不知道什么时候可以完全忘记,
也许只能等待时间把他慢慢从我心里赶走.
为什么不能做朋友呢,为什么明明什么错都没有的我,
要现在承受这样的心情.
我都可以装做毫不在意,
可是他却可以那样的狠心?
为什么别人可以做到的我永远不可以呢?
有的时候真的还满怀疑自己的...
并不是还在喜欢了,只是习惯了关注他而已,
可是这个习惯现在应该在慢慢变成偶尔吧...
不甘心吗?还是在不甘心着.
我感谢他让我成长,
虽然代价很大,
所以总有一天,
我要笑着面对他,
让他看到,
他曾经失去的,是多么优秀的我....
我还是在相信着,
我一定可以幸福.
那个MR.RIGHT,
我相信我没有看错你.
希望这样的心情也可以传达到你的心里...

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