always, always, always,
i knew there should be something between them.
but im not sure yet.
again,again,again. god likes doing such things to me.
i like his smile.
i know he is the one i want
but .as usual.
he is in the dream.
as usual.
there are a little pain,another one
when i saw someone like him.
when i went somewhere that we two went before.
i knew i wasnt get out from past.
becuz i still missing him.
i hoped i can see him at somewhere.
i hate him.
but why i was so sad when i sat at the place where we two sat before?
i know i dun like him anymore
my heart was hurt by him completely.
i need someone to cure it.
even my dear friend.
they cant help to cure .
i saw myself in the subway.
i saw the girl who dressed very nice,and smiled a lot.
i saw the girl who was busy to date with her bf.
i saw the girl who was knew the result but still wanted to make a miracle.
i knew i knew i really knew.
the day when i backed to singapore.
i knew it was over.
but . why still gave the light of hope?
i cried again.
i dun know why this relationship spend me such long time to forget.
i want to run away.
i dun want to remind him any more.
maybe , i just cant forget the happiness at that time.
people said
"the best way to forget an old relationship
is to start a new relationship"
but ,
for me.
the new one still not come.
and i think it will not come for a quite long time.
becuz the hope has gone.
the old one
i still cant forget .
and i dun know when i can stop to think about past.
today.
those two guy running in my brain.
i knew two of them are not belongs to me.
always see the hope,
and then. suddenly,
i drop in the black hole.
always.
thats why.
i got a little pain.
i will not come back beijing in the next year.
i think it is long enough to forget him.
but .how about singapore?
i will see him again,again.and again.
then .i d better to forget him in this two mths
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