OXYGEN

oxygen...yeah.i need oxygen to live.

today i woke up at 3pm.
i had slept for almost 14hrs...
but i still felt tired...super tired....seems like i did a lot of things in the time i slept.

ya,i also remembered that i did a lot of things.but i dun know what i did....

then after that,my phone was no power,even yesterday it was full...
so guai.

then charged,read msg.washed clothes.

i cant feel my heart existed.
i felt i almost died.

i want to die ,this feeling hasnt appeared in 5yrs .
but today,it came back.
i send sos msg to that one.
but as i think no reply...yeah.he never know.

the darkness filled my whole body.
like death human.

what i felt,just cold.

three months.
i have been in this complicate feeling for three months.
i was too tired.
i exceed what i can handle.

everyone said.he was not worthy.

i thought maybe everything would be same as 5yrs ago
but later,
when i met dorain.
i knew.
this time.things different.

my friends are all here with me.
they care me.
they are worried about me.

"are you sure you are ok?"they even knew i was not happy through my voice.

yeah.thats the spirit of willingness.

nowaday, friends like oxygen.
they are here.no matter i can see or not.

i am unhappy.thats causes their worries.
thanks god .

ok.nvm.
just try to forget.
maybe better wait my beloved DJ.

oxygen .
you took my heart.but oxygen is still here.
my life,now,is not only myself.is belonging to ppl who love me.